what am i thinking????!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????
I’ve been living my life in an endless battle field…. not knowing how this will end….I know that my day just started….but I feel so weak that my bones will be crashed as I try to hide…. While dumped in the middle of nowhere I started to see light…. Though its not that bright I feel soothing inside…. So I tried to step up and walk to the flickering ray of hope….but all of a sudden …. A warrior hand held me tight…. The next thing that I remembered is the deafening echo of silence…. That for a long time of endless suffering…. i gave out a smile….I did find peace…. I did find love but most of all… I did find a dwelling that cradled my dying heart…..I just wish this will be endless…. I’m hoping that it’s not a dream but other people are indeed evil in nature…. That as I close my eyes to rest and give in…. a poisonous dark claw slashed my chest and tossed me in a raging fire of suffering…. Can’t describe the degree of pain running in every inch of my being… can’t even utter a word of hatred and fear…. Don’t know what to do…. Don’t know when this will end…. All that runs in my head is death and shit!!! Without any second though I pulled my self out of heat…. Though I know I’m back in my own battle field….. Surely I’ll get hurt and may lose some fights….. but never will I trade a rewarding suffering to a deadly peace from a warrior’s fuckin’ heart!!!
